If there's a hypothesis to support happiness,
I don't mind being experimented.




I feel breathless.
Oh, Lord,
Am I doing the right thing?
Lead me, guide me, protect me.


Why do I feel so uneasy,
Why do I have so much qualms,
Why do I feel worried,
Why am I not assured,
Why am I restricting myself,
Why are there uncertainies that I'm about to foresee,

Why?

Maybe I just can't get used to opening up once again.


Lord, take me away.




Fairytales are just a lie.







22nd December, Connie, Fasihah, Shammini, Shu Hui and I went over to Huisze's house! Though the weather ain't that good, still we all had a great time. I think the get-together does help in bonding, actually, yeah, I don't know what I'm saying.

I just know that, I realise that, the girls are receiving $200 for Good Leadership (Eagles Award) when I too can receive. BUT. The fact tht Im not a Singaporean, I can't! Dammit, I need cash for Xmas presents. ):



My friend asked me to work with him. It sounds tempting for the salary, etc. BUT, At the same time it turns me off, for I need to stick to typical routine again. We shall see if I wna work. Hey, who need a job? Ask me! We'll go together, yeah? :-D
P/S THE PAY IS GOOOOOD.







































We gave the ants the corns. We could sense that they were super happy just by them, calling more ants to move the corn into their nest -which is simply impossible. Thanks to their small entrance. Anw, Connie told me a fun fact, which is that, Ants thought winter is whole year, so thats why they keep storing foooood. Hmmm.






Connie painted Shammini's fingernails PINK! Ohmygod, it was a hilarious scene. Connie was super fast cause she needed to do it when Sham wasn't looking.

Look at how agonizing she looked. Hahahaha!

















My nails,ugly? nice? Whatever, I love it. Hahaha!


Polaroids! Thanks to Connie's! :-D
Hey, Connie, if you see this, can you tell me if my card is useable? HAHHAA.

I STILL
HAVEN'T GOTTEN
MY WINDOWS 7!!!

23rd December - The weather was nice and Huisze kept lamenting that she was bored, so we decided to hit the pool, plus I need to chase some lipid molecules away (according to Kahhong, lipid = fat in scientic terms!!)





















































I looked super shagged like wtfbbq. The previous night, I slept at around 4:30am for talking to Connie and Shammini seemed to be so much fun!!! We talked about almost everything under the moon, it's funny how one thing(topic) can lead to another(topic). It's really nice having stay over. Thank you Huisze, and your generous mother. Incase if you realise why I didnt mention Huisze's name earlier on in the first to second sentence, that is because SHE WAS THE FIRST ONE TO BE K-O! KO= knockout. BWAHAHAHHAA! Couldn't blame her lah, own house, own bed, super freaking comfortable, so yeah, she zzzzz :>


If you're wondering if I did wear my contact lenses to swim,
I will answer you -YES!


TEEHEEE!

The Five Love Languages

My primary love languages are probably
Acts of Service and Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		9
Quality Time:		9
Physical Touch:		5
Words of Affirmation:		5
Receiving Gifts:		2

It seems like I'm not materialistic, heh!

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

I WANT
MY FREAKING WINDOWS 7
TOMORROW, PLEASE!!!!!

Knowing a life's search is fulfilled







Went out for Spartans Outing,
It was kinda fun, meeting everyone after a long break.
Seeing familiar faces again, reviving topics we used to talk about, etc.

However, I do miss Taufiq, Valerie and Cris a lot.
They couldnt make it to the outing,
dont worry, the good news is ------



THERE WILL BE ANOTHER SPARTANS OUTING!

OH YEAH! :-D

See you all, backsides!


































































MORE PHOTOS ARE NOT TAKEN BY CAMERA BUT STORED IN MY MENTAL PHOTOGRAPH ALBUM,

ANOTHER DAY TO BE REMEMBERED.

Thursday, December 17, 2009 ,10:14 AM

Title:

"You'll be fine"


I promise.


Days pass so quickly as I just manoeuver myself busily each day at my uncle’s art shop –working. Without realizing, December is resigning soon, and January comes subsequently. January 11th. The day when we will receive our results for GCE ‘O’ Examination. It kinda scare the **** out of me, cause I literally don’t know what to expect. I just hope for the best, pray, pray and pray.

Yesterday at my uncle’s art shop, I felt quite lousy initially. They were doing Chinese Painting and Calligraphy. It sucks not to be any form of help, as I do not know Chinese characters. No one knows how I feel cause it sucks to have Chinese blood running in my veins but not knowing how to write Chinese characters. I don’t like feeling inferior. Who likes anyway? Maybe instead of picking up a dancing class, I’ll go learn Chinese. Chinese market is big and definitely learning Chinese will be something useful in future. The children of other races in my uncle’s art shop are taking Chinese as their Mother Tongue. They could do the Calligraphy, and I stood by watching, not being able to help –at all.

Yesterday, a funny thing happened. It kinda cheered me up. It may sound stupid, but it did raise my mood a little. A boy pooped in his pants. He had diarrhoea. So, he couldn’t control his bowels well, plus his age factor –yeah. So, he was brought to the washroom. The scene was pretty horrifying. The strong excrements smell filled the whole washroom. Thank God, I was having a blocked nose. The fact that I had a blocked nose, and I could smell, hmmm. Yeah, I washed him up, wiping every stain away. It was a good thing that he did not cry or it would have made it worse. First step to Early Childhood Education.

To Huisze,
Please do not feel inferior in any way, every one has their own capabilities, and I, myself feel like wtfbbq when you were assisting the children for the Calligraphy. It’s the same thing. And Atiqah and Vanessa don’t do art either. They just make themselves look professional. You can, cause Auntie Irene picked you. For you. And, you were brave enough too, to stand by me while I was cleaning up the excrements. Cause there are some –like my Aunt, who will run 10 miles away just because of the stench. The fact that you dare not, does not prove your incapabilities. I was trained, I used to have a Grandpa at home, bed-ridden with bowels problem, so Im used to it. Look at it this way okay? Im 18 already, Im supposed to be better at this! Hahah, so yeah.






ENOUGH OF ALL THOSE!


HERE'S SOME GOOD NEWS!

I'VE RECEIVED MY PAYCHECK FROM NUFFNANG!
Oh, thank you NUFFNANG SO SUPER FREAKING MUCH!
:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D









SPARTANS OUTING THIS SATURDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
ALL MUST GO GO GO GO!















Ah, till here, gotta get ready fro work!
Today's gna be better! :-D

Saturday, December 5, 2009 ,6:30 PM

Title:

"How traumatising?"


Traumatised.


Sometime, some people just put up the 'front' to merely please you.
And those kind of people are no nice. No nice at all. Bleh.


I'm working at Twinkle Art now. Pretty excited, cause it keeps me occupied. So, it kinda distracts me from thinking nonsense. :) which is goooooooooooooood.

Eh, I wana share this video with you,
Cause I love it at all, I even laugh at it in my dreams, heh, if you believe







To Huisze, new way of kicking emoism away,
Say I will draw circle today!
HAHAHAA, How's that?
Answer: Lame.

Sorry if the rest don't get it, its an inside joke.






Huisze, Connie and Shammini.
They're all my lovely friends.






LEGENDARY LOSER!
Shammini was influenced by this show - How I met your mother.
So yeah. Anyone who is reading this now, watches it?


Sufyan, Weng Wan and Andrew!


SHAMMINI, HOW RETARDED ARE YOU?
VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, Mwuahahhaa!


We all looked like some tourists. Heh!








THIS SHOT IS BEAUTIFUL!






















CHECK OUT THE CONTRAST! HAHAHHAHA.








These photos are so lovely, I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.







HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! FUNNY?
I think Huisze is generous enough to let me post it on my blog.
She sais she doesnt mind even if I zoom in to her face.
But I ain't that bad lah, so Im not gna do that,
Cause w/o doing that, the photo is funny enough alreadyyyyyyyyyy!
HAHAHAHAHAAHA, DONT WORRY HUISZE, I LOVE YOU,
IF NO ONE WNTS YOU, I WILL YANG YOU!
IF NO ONE WANTS ME, YOU BETTER DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!






BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
SHAMMINI, THANKS FOR YOUR PSP, IM VERY ENTERTAINED!
HEHEHEHHEEHHEE, HOPE YOU'RE ENTERTAINED BY MY DVDS!

Friday, December 4, 2009 ,6:57 PM

Title:

"I'm taking back my love"


It has been quite some time. I need a change.
New blood.




I've been emo. and I dont know why. I guess Huisze and I take turns to be emo.
Ah, I think my playlist is somewhat emo.
Gees. Try not to talk to me when Im emo, unless you;re really funny like Jeremy. Yes, Jeremy, so sorry. Idk why you, but your name suddenly just pop up in my brain. I miss you a lot. ): And it sucks. Till now Im still touched by what you replied in Facebook's Social Question. Idk if you mean it, but Im happy! :-D Thank you!


Okay, here's Thailand photos.
It's boring, beware.

You can't feel the excitement that feel there cause it's just a photo.
Go there and experience it yourself!

Its like a mini South Africa! 750 Baht per person.
Divide by 25 to sonvert to Singapore dollars. Its really frigging worthy okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!


Some random photos;




Its the Osim massager in Changi Airport.
I didnt know Changi has this kind of failities, mansxzszxzsz!
And, its fun! :-D



I THINK THE BALLOON VERY NICE, -SUAKU :-O



Pink taxi, Shammini, how's that?! HAHHAHAHAA!



























































Its just DAMN mesmerising if you look at it LIVE.











This deer like thing, is very beautiful (LIVE)
But not in photo.
I guess its just not THAT photogenic.
HAHAHAHAHA!
















































































IT WAS SHITTING! IN FRONT OF ME! HAHAHAHAHA! AT LEAST IT KNOWS HOW TO DIG A HOLE. NOT BAD, MANNERS MAINTAINED!





EH, THIS IS WHAT?! PLATYPUS RIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTT?
I THINK SO! Apparently, I didnt read the label for it is in Thai and I dont understand Thai, so I have to guess the animals' name.
I ACCIDENTALLY PHOTOGRAPHED -ITS' PENISSSSSS! Oh, gross! It is hugeeeeeee, and long. My mother was super high about it. LOL! Not for any reason lah, she's just amused and amazed. Its so huge like carrot, and way biggggger! Imagine hard.

Who wants to see the photo?! HAHAHAHAHA! Auction, nah, just kidding.







FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS.

1. WERE THERE CAGES?
Answer: No.

2. WERE THERE FENCES?
Answer : No.

3. IS IT SAFE? THE ANIMALS LIKE LION WONT CHOMP OFF YOUR HEAD?
Answer : I came back alive. So, no. The animals are freaking well trained. There were many zookeepers around unprotected! Its scary if the tiger just pounce on them, and BAM! HAHAHA, The 750 Baht definitely worth it man if that happens. But, no. It wont happen. It's again, - VERY SAFE.

4. HOW NEAR WERE YOU TO THE ANIMALS?
Answer: Some even 1mm. Yeah. A deer almost licked my camera. How near is that? Heh.

5. WHAT ELSE ARE THERE IN THE SAFARI WORLD?
Answer: After the car tour, you will enter the zoo. animals like orang utans and etc, walking around! You can take photos with them for FREEEEEEEEEEEEE! No charges. There are shows performed by animals like how we have it in Singapore zoo.


Thats all. Any more questions? Go and visit yourself! HAHHAHAA. There were super many animals I have never seen in my entire life, such as Crowned-Pigeon. It is such a beautiful creature! Google it or sthing. I'll post its photo soon! :-D


Thailand's traffic is crazy! Bye, backsides!





:-D FAVOURITE SHOT!